I know its been said a million times before but why does life have to be so darn complicated? I mean all i want out of life is a husband and some kids...shouldnt be that hard right? lol I wish...everyone I meet wants to fool around or play at a relationship but not really be there when it matters not work through the tough times to get to the good ones...everyone assumes if theres bad times its a bad relationship which is very untrue. I can love someone with all my heart and still not like certian things they do. But I don't hold it against them if they can't change, its not their responsibility to change. I just want someone who will accept me for who I am and work with me...not just give up when times get tough. It's not fair everybody eles I know wants something eles out of life...lots of money or a carear they have always wanted all I want is a family...the one thing I don't know how to get. I don't play games if people ask I tell them what I want out of life. I'm tired of dateing tired of everything I have waited so long I feel like I may never finmy soul mate and that scares me so much. I guess all I can do is just go on dates and see what works but I'm tired of meeting people and having them be fake and seeing through them. oh well...